Estimating physical size and distance of distant lights in the sky at night is meaningless and likely to be very inaccurate.
That's why I asked how big what you saw compared to the moon.
Did it look half the diameter of the moon ... twice as big...
It is one thing to see lights and orbs in the sky. It is another to believe they are interacting with or reacting to you in some way. Is there anyone else who has seen these objects and photographed them with you or have you always been alone?
Fatback, you're sitting on a UFO gold mine. Since you regularly sight these things and are sure they'll reappear every night, invite local media, law enforcement, clergy, a politician or two, and someone from the MUFON network to visit your...